A little bit on kissing and then a little political stuff from Bob Altemeyer. LONG POST WARNING

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Well, I hope everyone had a good Christmas or....Holiday season!

So here it is almost done with 2009.  Not really a good year for us but at times I think we are happy, more or less happy or content to just make it through another year.  I'm not going to spend a lot of time crying here since this isn't really what this blog is for, but I did say somewhere that I would touch on and talk about other subjects besides sex and cuckolding so in 2010 we will do more posts, more posts on sex and more posts on cuckolding and more posts on none sexual subjects.  Oh, and the crying isn't just for me or my family and me it also is just kind of the "State of the World" crying and whining. 

Kind of a busy day in some ways considering we didn't get much done.  We went to Ikea, don't really like Ikea in some ways, consider them to be up there with Walmart except the stuff tends to be better quality and better style.  But they had some things that our son had to have and they were about a third of the usual price so we went.  Stopped at Target since he wanted to check and see if they had some Star Wars stuff on sale.  Funny thing, the Target stop and the Ikea stop both had to do with his collecting Star Wars stuff.  The stuff he wanted was not on sale or they didn't have it so that was quick.  I got a Hot Wheels Ferrari so I guess I scored.  I keep a shelf of the Matchbox/Hotwheels cars and other stuff in the garage.  My toy shelf.  Got the stuff he wanted at Ikea and I got some glass to use on work tops there at a good price, stuff that was being remaindered so while I don't like Ikea I gave in.

We dropped our son off at work and went off to do a little shopping except for the simple fact that Brandi had left the shopping list at home.  So the stop at Costco was not what it should have been and we really didn't get much of what we needed or thought we needed.  That part of the day turned into a kind of waste and I felt I was in one of those places and times that no matter what I did it did not make Brandi happy and I just could not figure out why.  BUT...

While we were out and about it started snowing in Willsonville, kind of heavy snow for a while. Then on the way home it stopped and usually we get snow before Portland or Willsonville due to our elevation.  But now we have snow.  For some reason Brandi had said that she wanted to go to a library outlet about ten miles away but then she just could not get going leaving me again wondering why!  BUT...

Brandi had heard from E a day or so ago and I interrupted the call, didn't mean to but I was calling her to ask her if she needed anything while I was picking our son up where he works.  So today her phone rings while we are driving and she is unable to get it, so my phone rings and it is E.  I chat with him for a bit and then knowing that it isn't really me he wants to talk to I hand the phone to Brandi after she pulls over and finds a place to talk.  She doesn't do a very good job since she stops under the freeway, lots and lots of noise from the freeway and the passing traffic, attention from the police...a message there? There were better places before we stopped and after we stopped.   Don't know?

E is at the beach so he also has background noise issues.  But they chat for a bit and discuss just what she wants and what he wants and touch on what I want or what I find okay or what turns me on and how that might effect what they do or don't do.  But we (they...the potential lovers) establish that they are interested in taking this further.  Both enjoy the idea of adding some cuckold elements into her being a hotwife and meeting a guy for sex.  Both seem to be turned on by the level of cuckolding that I think I can handle and enjoy.  So I'd guess it is now a matter for E to figure out when he can come up to our area and get together with my wife and see how it goes.  He seems very interested and turned on by the idea of adding some cuckold elements rather than just fucking my wife.  My wife is turned on by his enthusiasm for her and for them being lovers.  We shall see but I'd guess that things might happen soon.  If things work they way they usually do we should hear from another serious potential lover in a day or two, just seems it takes forever to find the right guy and when you do you find more than one...

Ah, the picture, I just love seeing my wife kissing a lover and I love seeing her kissing a lover in a public place.  Part of it is of course the chance that others might see my wife with her lover and their affection, making me a public cuckold and the other part is that kissing really turns my wife on, she loves kissing and kissing and public affection turns her on so I know she is turned on or getting turned on when she is kissing.  Her excitement is a major part of my excitement so seeing her kissing lets me know she is having a great time. Here Brandi is kissing lover goodbye as we leave the motel.  He and my wife had just enjoyed a few hours of fun and seeing my wife kissing her lover goodbye, knowing her pussy is full of his come...  And to add to my pleasure and hers, my naughty little wife is not bothering to dress or to clean up so she can  have me nibble on her well used pussy when we get home...  Looking forward to seeing my wife kissing her lover again, soon!

I hope everyone had a great Christmas or Holiday Season and I hope everyone has a great and interesting 2010!

Yeah, yeah, I know it has been a while...been busy, sorry!

I've been out of town, been busy with other things, and still dealing with some health issues.  Have my plate full in the next few weeks with Doctors, insurance stuff, cars, the room addition, kids, Christmas and...and...and.  But I was doing some reading including Hotwife Allie and of course cuckold husband.  I must admit I love "cuckold husband" and I enjoy the photos and of course his stories and most of all his thoughts.

But I was thinking to myself...What does it mean to be a "cuckold"?  I feel that there are a few basic types of cuckolds:  The first is the easy one and the type that most people will think of as a "cuckold"...a man that has a wife that has sex with other men... a real cheating wife.  The wife does not have permission to have sex with other men and most of the time she tries to keep it a secret...very negative connotation!  Not a good thing but it does happen to lead a couple into swinging or into other things like her being a hotwife.  I would not like this and I don't think most "cuckolds" here would like it either.

The next basic concept is of course a wife that has sex with other men with or without her husband's permission.  This is more of a term for people that are not into any sort of different sexual lifestyle. With this simple definition all of us, poly, swingers, hotwife husbands and self identified cuckolds are cuckolds.  To most people this is a negative term, very negative!  If your wife has sex outside of her marriage you are a cuckold.  Simple.  I feel that this is more of a dictionary term and is too broad for use here.

The next definition gets a little stickier.  Hang around any swinger site and most hotwife sites and you will find that swingers and hotwife hubbies DO NOT feel that they are cuckolds.  In a lot of those sites "cuckold" is a fighting word.  Some people that have wives that date and go out and have sex with other men with and  without hubby along will really get upset at the idea that they are cuckolds.  Some sites have a cuckold side and the hotwife hubbies feel quite superior to the cuckolds...

So we have a wife that goes out and has sex with other men, not as a "couple" as in swinging, but has sex with other men, some date, some have hubby watching, some have hubby joining in and so there is a different style for every couple that play...but let me assure you that these men do not feel that they are "cuckolds"!

So now we get into the last group, the guys like me that feel that we are "cuckolds".  Our wives have sex with other men...blah, blah, blah...just like the group of "hotwife hubbies" above with the varieties that they have with a few more variations but...and this is the big BUT...we identify ourselves as "cuckolds"!  Now I admit that here you will find the sissy cuckolds, and we branch off into some mild or more than mild S and M and B and D but you can have those and not be a cuckold so while you for the most part will not find panty wearing sissys and cock cages and so on in the hotwife hubby area you do find that in in our cuckold area but...it doesn't mean you have to wear panties or what ever and a lot of us are talented guys and not at all sissies or un-manly away from our "cuckold" games.

I enjoy my wife fucking other men but for us it adds a lot for her to have long term lovers as well as just fucking other men.  I love watching but I also love waiting for her at home.  She enjoys dating...and we both love her enjoying semi-public sex with her lovers and she enjoys public affection with her lovers.  I've sat across from my wife and her lover knowing she is full of his come, his hand between her legs playing with her pussy as they touch and kiss...as we eat dinner in a "nice" place.  The feelings of lust and a bit of envy, I don't get to play with her pussy in a restaurant any more and to know his hand is there...or to have him make me taste her on his fingers or to have him have my wife hand me her thong that she has taken off for him...pushes my buttons!  Of course she enjoys bareback sex with her lovers and she loves me eating her her lover comes in her or on her, cleaning up his cream pies and she has had me lick her while her lover was in her...she teases me about my tongue on her lover's cock.

We both enjoy her being with a positive take charge type of man, an alpha male that enjoys my wife being his lover in front of me.  Teasing me a bit about it is great and reminding me in various ways that my wife is his while they are together adds to my excitement as well as my wife's pleasure.  We are not into pain but my wife feels her lover is in charge and then she gets to tell me what to do and I am there (if I am there) to help them have fun.

Having had a few married lovers in my past I know how I felt when I was coming in another man's wife, when you fill her with your sperm you are claiming his wife as yours...  And when I heard about unknowing husbands eating my lover after I had come in her...what a thrill.  I've got a pretty good idea what might be going through some of Brandi's lover's minds when they see Brandi shoving my head between her legs and hear her tell me to eat their sperm as she tells me how much she enjoyed her time with them.

For her lover to take charge, tell me to clean her, to ask me how his come tastes on my wife's breasts, to tease me about how his come tastes in my wife's pussy or to have me wait on them...adds to the fun, the funny mixture of pain and pleasure.  We have two possible lovers that plan on having me clean them if they make the cut...they have to turn Brandi on and she can be selective.  But she loves pleasing her lover and the right lover will have her telling me to clean her lover's cock.  She will enjoy it for the pleasure it gives her lover and I will submit to it since it will put me in my place...in my mind as well as give me pleasure in the way I get pleasure from pleasing my wife and her lover.

So I'd be interested in hearing how the readers here fit into cuckold or hotwife things and if they are active or have been active.

A few pictures of me, bedenied has run a few in the past of him so I thought I would join in...the before trimming since Brandi wants me to trim and shave again.  So here goes.  Ah yes, a pair of pink panties to remind me that her lover is the alpha male.

Been a while, a long while....

Not much really going on.  We met a guy and he was not to Brandi's taste, so nothing happened.  I don't see the problem but for some reason she isn't turned on by him and that is it.  If she isn't turned on for what ever reason it pretty much says it all.

I've been spending more time with medical type people.  I have had two head injuries this year and after the second one things don't seem to be getting better.  No idea why and it has me and the Doctors a bit puzzled since so far nothing of any significance has been found.  Brandi did get a look inside one sinus and while it has a problem, it isn't a problem that would cause the other problems...  Boring stuff, eh?

So nothing happening since we don't have a current lover for Brandi and no lover on the horizon.  I've plenty of other things to do and Brandi has been quite busy with work.  Our son has been learning to drive and for a while it wasn't going well.  But he seems to have turned a corner and progress is being made.  So actually I have not had my mind on sex and Brandi hasn't been interested in sex either.  But I stop in at Ultimate Cuckold and see that I have some mail there. 

I used to be pretty active there but when it seemed like we were not going to be doing much if anything I quit stopping in.  So the mail is from E, a guy from California that was coming up in October.  Brandi didn't call him back and we didn't find a place for him to stay so he made other plans, and I think it was smart of him to do that.  However he had written asking what the heck had happened.

I had to say I had no idea what went wrong or what happened.  I had thought it was going well and that Brandi and E would be talking and setting up plans.  I told him I was very sorry and that I had no idea what was going on and that I felt that Brandi had been quite rude in not responding to him.  The plot thickens.

I tell Brandi that E had dropped a note and was still interested...  Much to my surprise she was excited and delighted that I had heard from E...  I drop a note telling E what she had told me and E calls me today to assure me that he still wanted to be my wife's lover and cuckold me.

E goes into great detail some of the things he wants to explore.  He has read some of my postings at Ultimate Cuckold and feels that he will have a great time with us since a lot of my interests and some of the other things he reads at UC are right up his alley and he can't wait to explore them.

It felt funny but arousing, and I am sure E was also aroused to hear E tell me about how he wants to not just fuck my wife but to have her as a lover.  To date her, to spend the night with her.  He wants me there helping at times...he went into detail about me cleaning my wife of his come and how he looks forward to touching, caressing, flirting and kissing my wife in public including us sitting down to dinner in a nice place and E playing with my wife's pussy under the table.  I've never been so forward in identifying myself as a cuckold to one of Brandi's potential lovers and it felt strange, hot and of course more than a bit submissive.  I get that cuckold conflict.  Brandi will be quite busy the next few days due to work but the first part of next week I will have to take some pictures of Brandi for E to show her interest...  We shall see what happens.

A Long Post But a Bit of History: A Step In Making Me Cuckold.

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Very Late Too Much Information and a few pictures to tease.

1. If you could have monumental sex where would it be (i.e. on Lincoln's lap, the stairwell of the Statute of Liberty)?

Wow, most of those places seem uncomfortable.  Maybe the Monument (Vertical Runway) in Vientiane Laos.  I guess it isn't a monument but I always wanted to take some nude pictures of first Kate and then Brandi at Fort Point in San Francisco but it never happened, the pictures would of course been followed by sex.

2. Have you ever "played" with your food (i.e. a blowjob under booth #9 at Denny's, finger banging by candlelight at Spago)?

Yes, finger play at various restaurants and fucked at a bar, but it tended to a swinger clientele so I don't think that really counts. Brandi once sat across from me next to her lover as we dined in a fairly nice restaurant.and he fondled my wife to an orgasm and then had me taste my wife on his fingers...hot and a bit humiliating.

One of the more interesting times happened in Fresno.  We were hosting a pre-dinner get together for a Swinger's magazine for the people that entered their writing contest.  About thirty or so people, some regulars from other years.  One couple we were very fond of, but we had not played with them.  I was wearing evening dress and she was dressed party sexy.  She was sitting in a single seat armchair and I had been chatting on and off with her as I did other host stuff.  We started flirting and kissing.  And a bit more than flirting.  I told her that she looked good enough to eat...she laughed.

As the others stood around and sat around and talked and pretended nothing was happening I slowly and completely undressed this beautiful woman and ate her to a couple of intense orgasms.  Brandi was sitting on her husband's lap and they were the only ones that didn't pretend to not be watching us.  After she had enough we went and took a shower together...and she spent the rest of the time that the others were there wearing just a towel, looked great on her. I was a bit busy as it was happening but my wife and her husband both said it was so weird, this woman being undressed completely and then eaten to several orgasms by a man in evening dress and no one said a word or did anything.  The writer contest people tended to be writers and dreamers not people that did things...

3. Have you ever had sex in motion (i.e. the lavatory on Virgin Air, the back seat of your Chevy Suburban)?

Kate used to give me hand jobs as we drove and I would fondle her, she would soak the seats with her orgasms.  She would also give me an outstanding blowjob now and then.  No blowjobs while driving with Brandi but she used to fondle me and I would fondle her, at one point in our life she was in bra and panties in the day time on drives and naked at night and I would fondle her at night and show her body off to truckers.  It was fun watching her have an orgasm wondering what the truckers thought of my naked wife.

4. Have you ever had sex worthy of a confessional (i.e. a stall in the church bathroom, on the desk in your boss's office)? 

Had sex with Brandi at my shared office, think we were seen, that was where we first had sex.  Had sex at Kate's parents house several times.  Brandi had sex with a new lover at the local airport ramp...standing up in an part of the ramp used by a company owned by a whacko right wing Republican, she liked that idea.  

5. Have you ever had sex under the stars (i.e. in the alley behind Scores Gentleman's Club, the roof of your South Beach condo)?

Beaches at night and in the day time, in cars, by cars, in the yard, half way in the car in the yard or by the side of the road, a little ally way sex a few times and watched Brandi enjoy a lover twice in her pussy and some blowjobs by her one night at the Fresno Zoo...yes people were around.

Bonus: What's your favorite place (of all places) to have sex (i.e. The Bunny Ranch, Las Vegas)?

Romantic beach front hotels?  A place that Brandi has spent time with a lover.  A B and B in Nong Kai or Luang Prabang/  Any place that makes my wife hot.The wet spot from Brandi and her lover?  Semi-public in a swinger bar or a sex friendly spot.

A selection of pictures to keep your interest and that are a bit on topic.  H, D, E, and P.  In cars and outdoors and in public.  I love the smile that Brandi has on her face as she stands next to H, her first lover as we are at a Fresno Zoo night.  Fun evening.  A shot of them kissing in the car, B flashing her black panties.  One of H and my wife kissing in our front yard, H wore those black mesh shorts on his way to visit us at Brandi's request and I wasn't home when he got there...so Brandi and her lover were showing me the next day what had happened when H got to our house.  One of my wife and D in  our drive, it is what I saw driving up to our house.  They couldn't wait to get started until I got there.  One of her and P kissing in our car and then out in a park right before we had to go to a hotel.   Then one with Brandi and E kissing in the car on our way to our house after having to attend a club meeting.  We had to stop in a park on the way home since Brandi was getting a little frantic with her need to have E's cock in her. Mobile phone picture, the phone is a POS and it was supposed to be very good for pictures...it isn't!  One that is a bit dark of my wife and D kissing a bit...they did more than kissing a little later.  Just something about seeing your wife kissing another man and seeig another man's hands on your wife!  Something about seeing a man treat your wife as his!

Still working on the story of our first threesome and I'm wondering as filler between now and the time I get that done...I have a few creampie pictures and Brandi loves me eating her after a lover has filled her.  I was chatting with a guy today and he has been with several married women with their husbands there and on dates with just the wife.  He loves seeing his lover's hubby eating his come out of her...he wants to try having her husband clean him as well as cleaning his wife after he fills her.  I'm not sure of my thoughts on that.  I love eating Brandi after her lover but it did feel a bit strange the first few times to do it in front of one of her lovers...but she loves it so much I got over that.  I don't know if I could clean one of her lovers so I think I need to think about it.  I know with a bit of submissive feelings  I admit to, I like to make my wife and her lover happy, but so far that means cleaning Brandi after her lover (she has had me eat her a few times while her lover's cock was in her) and such things as bringing them towels and washcloths and water and drinks...  While I view it as a sign of submission to Brandi's lover I don't know, I can't imagine doing it without Brandi being there so...  But I do love seeing Brandi with a take charge guy that treats her as HIS in front of me and I love that being done in public.  One of the problems we have is finding men that are a bit aggressive and take charge types that enjoy doing that not only  with Brandi when they are out on a date but with my wife when I am along.  Brandi and I both want the right lover to do a little verbal teasing of me, we both view things as she is submissive a bit to her lover and I am submissive a bit to him and then her... 

I'm not really sure how common this is, I've of course had men that we didn't meet (but not for that reason) tell me that it would indeed be part of my duties but I am not sure if they are posers or dreamers or living in a fantasy world.  I was thinking of posting a few creampie pictures and some of me eating Brandi full from her lover and discussion my thoughts on creampies and relationships with lovers and us.

Thoughts, comments, ideas experiences???

TMI? or Wasted Space?

1. Do you have "your" side of the bed? Which side?

In the bed, the left side, at the foot of the bed looking at the head it would be to the viewer's right.  Isn't always that, depends upon how we set up the room.


 2. How old is your pillow and what condition is it in? .

Which one?  Have about four.  Range from a couple of years or more to less than six months.  Have a memory foam one that is great.

3. What is your favorite position to sleep in?

Left side, round pillow between my legs or right side cupped up against Brandi

4. How often do you change your sheets?

Once a week, no set person changes them.

5. What helps you fall asleep when insomnia strikes?

Reading something funny like Patrick McManus

6. Does sex make you sleepy or energized?

Sleepy after a bit depending upon how intense the orgasm is...

7. What is the minimum amount of sleep that you need to be functional the next day.


Four hours but there is a pay back after a couple of days.

Bonus (as in optional):Describe your most vivid dream.

I don't usually have dreams that I recall.  I'd need to think.  After an aircraft incident I had dreams about that a few times...had to declare a "Mayday" and a pilot does not do that casually.  I've had a few erotic dreams that were intense and vivid and not too long ago dreamed about Kate, an old girlfriend.

The pictures.  A cuckold...or a hotwife hubby gets to see their wife enjoying such things and knowing that it is another man that is helping her have that orgasm.  I love the intense feeling (brought on by what seems to me her intense feelings and an outstanding orgasm)  I get from the first picture and I love that little sexy smile to her lover in the second picture.

We have chatted some today to and from acupuncture (works great so far, worth a longer post) and Brandi is still planning on seeing R and E (one at a time) this month so we shall see, eh?  

Time passes and not much going on. Nice weekend...

I'm trying to scan some photos of Brandi and one of her lovers and I also scanned some photos of me.  I realized that I don't think except for the header picture that there are any of me here.  Since I have exposed my wife with her permission I think it might be fair to expose me some.

If I manage to do it right there will be a shot of me on a tree limb taken after we had an enjoyable outdoor sex session.  I was partially shaved but not as much shaved off as Brandi likes me and the hair that was left isn't short enough.  Right after the after event pictures were shot some Park Rangers on horses drifted by, close but we made it.  There should be a shot of me painting the same building that there was one of Brandi painting.  A few indoor shots as well.

Part of what caught my eye was just how small I look in the pictures.  There are a couple of reasons for that.  I am a bit shy and not an exhibitionist.  Brandi enjoys seeing pictures of other men's erections but she only likes those after she sees more of their body, so don't send my wife a cock shot and expect her to be delighted.  Her ideal tends to be a body shot, a dressed shot, a face shot or a body shot that shows a face and then an erect cock shot.  She also has let me know in the past that she didn't like catching me masturbating and did not enjoy me sending her nude pictures.  But she enjoys them from her lovers.  Guess how that makes me feel and what kind of luck I have trying to get hard for a picture...

Looking at the pictures I look tiny!  Wow, in a funny way I am excited by looking so small there but in other ways in bothers me, I keep in mind what  Brandi said to me the first time we were naked..."WOW...What a hunk of meat!"  Fell in love with her at that point.  Brandi does enjoy well endowed men, a bit of a size queen....thick is what she really enjoys and she loves a man that comes a lot.  It does turn me on to know my wife is with a well hung lover or see her with a well hung lover and I love seeing her left messy and filled by her lover.

I think I need to find some pictures of me shaved since that is how she likes me.  She likes lovers trimmed and with their balls shaved but she tends to enjoy me totally shaved or with just a bit of hair above, trimmed very short and almost all shaved.  I'd like to try being waxed sometime to avoid the hassle of shaving, we shall see, she is interested in having that done to me but still thinking about it.

We think it would be cool for on of her lover's to insist  that that I be shaved and that I shave my wife for his pleasure.  Me having to be completely shaved at his orders would put me in my place.  One guy wanted me to wear panties, not sure if I am ready for that but it would make a statement that would be hard to argue with.  I think if Brandi let me know that she would enjoy it or enjoy it pleasing her lover I'd do it.  Pleasing my wife (and her lover)...very important to me!  He would be putting his claim on my wife by having me shave and trim her for his pleasure...just the way he likes her.  Brandi does enjoy a lover staking his claim on her, making her feel like she is his.  I enjoy the right type of man claiming my wife as his, I know my wife enjoys it and that adds to my enjoyment.

I hope to post in a day or two some shots of Brandi in bed with one of her favorite lovers and then the afterward...

Some questions for you:  I'm working on the story of our first time, should it be in present tense like it is happening or past tense?  It has got a bit long,eight pages so far and she isn't fucking yet.  Should I post it in sections?  Rewrite the whole mess?  Start over?  I'm trying to tell my thoughts and what I know of her thoughts as it was happening but that does make it long and I tend to be long winded.

Is there any easy way to change how the pictures are arranged?  Given the idea I was trying to explain it would be better if I could change their order.

Quick Update....

Having more car problems, still don't have the Rangie fixed, right now showing an O2 Sensor problem...bu that might really be something else like maybe the O2 sensor fouled due to a head gasket leak, using about a cup of coolant a day depending upon how much driving we do.

Brandi did talk to E (Orange County money guy, does something with money...not quite a banker but?) and he will be up here in September, toward the end or so. Brandi says she is very interested in him. She has also talked to R (actually a retired attorney and seems like a nice guy) and she isn't quite as interested in him as she is E but he is local and seems nice and they do enjoy chatting. Brandi has talked to both of them and I think she is anticipating dropping her thong and spreading her legs for both of them. I think she has chatted with them both enough so that she does plan to play with them and of course she has met R but not E. Brandi is at the point with both of them that she feels comfortable at the idea of making love with them, having sex with them, fucking them the next time she sees them with or without me along. I would rather get to see some if not all of what happens next but it really is up to her and her lover. E is very interested in cuckolding me and Brandi finds that appealing if (big if) if E really wants to do the cuckolding stuff for his enjoyment as well as ours. It does not work for her if he is just going through the motions for her and my sake.

E has told me that he really wants to make love to my wife in front of me and also to take her out on dates...of course that turns both Brandi and me on. Brandi has mentioned that she wants to have us meet E sometime and have dinner then go back to his hotel room. After some flirting and necking in front of me she wants to go into his bedroom and lock me out. She is a very vocal lover so it would be interesting to hear some of what is going on but not see it. Then she opens the door and she tells me to bring them some drinks, some wine and water and some towels and wet washcloths so I can clean her (first by tongue) and she can clean E. She also wants E to take a verbal role in cuckolding me, teasing me a bit about eating his come out of her...she gets really turned on when she has me eat her after she and her lover make love as they cuddle and kiss.

Or else if it isn't a suite or some other time to be with E or another lover and at the point that things are getting really interesting, like she is almost naked..."Honey...go down to the bar and have a drink or go for a walk, E will call you when we want you to come back." Both turn me on but also scare me a bit, E might be the type of guy to really enjoy cuckolding me and being the alpha make with me wife in public and in front of me...he says he wants more than just fucking Brandi, he wants Brandi as a "lover". Great if it is true.

R, we are not quite so sure what he wants but he isn't a bad looking guy and Brandi does enjoy chatting with him. I think the only thing Brandi would wish to turn her on more about him is that he be just a bit more pushy in that working a bit more to get together again...knowing what will happen the second time she sees him. Of course she is not planning on a threesome, these are separate lovers, just one at a time...but she is open to a threesome or moresome with the right men.

Still dealing with the accident stuff, what a pain, my back is still bad from the accident and still have the headaches (about eight weeks!). We did try some more tests on my back and they think it will be worth trying to kill some of the nerves in my back. That scares me a bit but they do grow back the the nerves they kill don't control anything.

Okay, the pictures, one is of Brandi kissing a lover, seeing my wife kissing a lover with passion is so exciting and interesting to me. I love seeing Brandi aroused by a lover and feeling a lot of passion and excitement with him. Seeing my wife kissing her lover as her lover is getting my wife's clothing off, slipping down her thong here...what is not to like for a cuckold. Seeing her sitting next to a lover and them kissing and flirting in public..wow! The other pic, another lover and she is enjoying his cock. I find it fantastic how fascinated my wife is of her lover's cocks, holding them, stroking them, sucking them, guiding them into her pussy, fondling her lover's cock after he has come in her as they relax and cuddle and kiss. Keep in mind that it has been maybe ten or more years since I have come in her mouth. This E can't say that. She did promise after E came in her mouth that she would let me come in her mouth, it has been well over a year since that promise and it hasn't happened yet. That turns me on and it also bothers me a bit and of course I feel a bit jealous and it does play to my cuckold feelings.

Kate and seeing another man's hand's in your wife's thong.

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