Time flys....

Ahh, no sex! Not good. Brandi says she wants to do something for HNT and wants to meet some men to find a new lover but I can't get her to talk about issues we need to talk about (or sit down and look at ads from men), appealing disability, a room that is being added, the kids and so on.

The Jetta no longer seems to be leaking coolant and runs much better except for a severe viberation after you start and when you select "R", idles fine, and in a bit it no longer does it so... One guy says it might be either an engine mount or a transmission mount, I don't know enough about Volks to know and to be honest I don't want to learn.

It has had the usual plugs, wires, filters, oil, a throttle cleaning and a coolant change with a flush.

Going to do more work on the Rangie today, done a flush, replacing the hoses, have a rebuilt alternator and we have already replaced the belt. The lower hose looks like a bitch! Then that should hold the Rangie for a bit, it has almost 275,000 miles and still runs good but it does need a rear window frame and a mirror. Good beast! Then brakes on a Galaxie and finish the head on the Jag. Pity I work so slow and so limited now.

I was prowling around bdenied's blog, some fun pictures, a beautiful wife and some great posts. He had a great post on his time with one of his early girlfriends, great post, I could feel it and I also found the comments interesting, check it out.

Part of what I am trying to show here is how I got to be a "cuckold" and how my wife got here as well. So writing about my first girlfriend is part of that and how she made me feel like a cuckold and while it caused me a lot of pain even when it was happening I found some arousal, some turn on even with the intense pain. If I had only felt pain I would have never become a "cuckold" as I use the term here. No doubt I could have been a real cuckold and to some I might be, Brandi has had sex with around fifty men since we have been married and that number includes a few lovers not just guys she fucked or swinging events.

So look around at some of the other blogs by cuckolds and by men that are married to hotwives or shared wives, see how they got to enjoy their wives having sex with other men. See what kind of men they are and they tend not to be whimps...so what drives us and what got us here?